The internet can really takeover your mentality, stay on long enough and you lose hours just from adventuring into digital space.
I find it funny when on a forum when on a certain thread, when things start to go down hill and derails off subject and turns into a spider-man thread lol.
More of a doing, and going further in life. I might of mislead the topic, but please don’t kill me just yet lol. And if you think my typing is just as bad, let me just tell you how life is as of now. Not that I would actually tell you anything personal. Maybe. Maybe not. So if you think moving forward in life is going to be cake after high school it really isn’t. Ever since graduating with the class of 2012, I been in a hole. Actually it was way before that. I could see myself doing actually nothing with any thought of it ever even coming across my mind as well, like what the hell would I be doing with my life. Im the one who would bullshit most of the time and then be lazy bullshitting doing things I had no business doing. Or then the part were you attempt to write shit down with a title on a sheet of paper that would say “Things to do today”, and end up with set times with each particular thing to be done by each hour knowing damn well you wont make it to the time you wake up to start doing any of it the next day…
Am I making much sense? Now back to what I was explaining. Considering you’re a idiot like me (don’t take me seriously) and you graduate without a plan, you really will be screwed. So I graduated right. About a month after graduating I finally got lucky, as I was attempting to still look for a job, got a job at a huge warehouse that my mother worked in. I honestly don’t think I would of had a full time job if it weren’t for someone to hold my hand and get it for me.. Which was the case, excluding the holding my hand part. But I got the job thankfully. And this job was a real job lol. I mean this job was something serious.. I mean it was a full time job don’t get me wrong, and yes my first full time job unlike that crap job at Burger King/HELL during my high school prison years..
I’ll finish this shit later lol..